wat is marriage?

ytd went lin lao shi hse for CYN till 11pm. nah, i didnt stay over this yr. Oh ya gt to noe a shocking news. donno shld b happy for them or angry at them. i love both of them bt shld support them??? things r always like this. cant blame anyone.

Also, ytd finally gt to meet Cheryl! cuz she wanted help for Excel. we went Mac n i showed her how to draw e things for awhile cuz we cant do much as she didnt have e info wid her. we spent e rest of e time talking. haha. as usual Ladies Talk. its being such a long time since we met n we have so many things to update one another. so looking forward to meet her again. reali miss those times we go home together, tuition together, always so excited to tell one another wat happened e day before, shopping & lookin at handsome guys.

comparing 2005 n 2007:

look older???

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Exams Over!

Yeah! exams are finally over! *Phew* hasnt been slpin well these few days and my mom thought tt i was actually crazy mumbling to myself all day long and till late nite. im juz tryin to rmb all e POM n Marketing thingy in my head. lots of things i wanna do during e holidays. goin on diet, exercisin, sun tannin, pri sch gatherin, hangin out wid sec sch peeps, shoppin, watchin all e series, hopefully our 1B19 class chalet will carry on as planned, and maybe workin.

yeah juz arranged wid runa we are meetin on mon for yuki yaki, mayb suki sushi to celebrate syaz bday and this comin sat goin lin lao shi hse for buffet. NO idea how will i slim down wid schedule like this.

these few days ive been watchin tyrashow and im addicted to it. there's this episode on OCD which stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. it's a type of Psychological Disorder.

Obsession: A persistent unwanted thought or idea tt keeps recurring
Compulsion: Urge to repeatedly carry out some act tt seems strange, even to e person itself.

some other more serious Psychological Disorder are Mood Disorders which consists of Major Depression, Bipolar Depression and Mania. Also nt forgetting Schizophrenia which is also a serious Psychological Disorder.

it's very courageous for e ladies to attend a national tv show and tell everyone tt she is havin this problem. another recent episode i rmb watchin on channel 5 was a few ladies havin HIV test rite on e show and reviewed e results on e same day of e show. Do u noe tt ppl have invented a device to test whether u r HIV positive by nt havin to pierce ur fingers or worryin for few days wat will be e result? just a swab between the cheeks and the gums along the gum line on the top and repeating at the bottom, careful to keep it flat against the gum and e the test was said tt it is 99.9 percent accurate.

actually i don regret taking Psychology. haha. it reali helps me to gain lots of knowledge. *YeaH*

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Luv 'Psycho' Ppl :p

(Shld b posted on 15 feb 2007) second post: by the way, ytd went out wid Dear to our usual old place Suntec to watch movie. noe wat, we waited so long for 518 bt when it came, i was damn piss off cuz e bus is packed! we have to stand at e front of e bus all e way till e stop infront of our Temasek Convention Center! Bt afterall, everything is fine.

Oh ya ytd night i received a virus i think, frm a friend of mine on MSN and aft tt my MSN went haywire and it start sending to others. i feel so bad. so srry. and also srry to Dear for venting my anger on him bt he still try to help me solve e problem no matter wat.

Today is my last Psychology too. Gonna miss them lots. Miss all e tutorials we had n every single project session we had. it is damn fun. And also Shaun's grp. nice meeting them.

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Luv Flowers. Luv Chocolates. Luv them!

ytd was Valentines' DAy and yup, i received lots of chocolates! i was damn happy. sadly i am sick bt nvm, i put it all in a plastic bag, stapled it, and wrote 'NO EATING WITHOUT MY PERMISSION' using a marker. Bang Zhou and Nina thnks so much for the flowers!

it was our class last tutorial together, we will be in different class, therefore everyone of us stayed back to take pic :) . sadly Aisha n Dan went off alrd so they are not in e pic.

Im Sick Again.

k guys, im sick. missed so many lessons today. feel so unsafe. due to my fever, have been slping tru out e whole day. gt 2 days MC frm e doc n due to e medicine, i kept perspiring. oh ya today my mom helped me to cut my hair too. im back to my old hairstyle. short fringe. however it seems weird.

thnks alot to Xin Yi for telling me wat happened today.

tmr is Valentines' Day. weird, now i feel actually theres nth to celebrate. wats e use of a couple being lovely only on Valentines' Day? I'm more excited to meet all my darling during this day to receive chocolates n roses!!! rmb 2 yrs ago when i was sec 4, Saiful n Shafiee bought roses for all e gals in our class. *SO SWEET* juz read ZP's blog n gt to noe tt Bang Zhou will give all e gals roses tmr too.

Sunday went to my Cousin's wedding. So weird to see him getting married when he is juz one yr older den me. E whole wedding feels weird n infact funny, however e food is nice. is a 9 course meal! e bride is pretty. Hope they can reali last forever. like wat i wrote in e bk for them, ''Happily Ever After''.

days before i gt a pic frm one of a website of David Beckham wid his son, and Owen wid his daughter. so sweet.

Bamboo makes up 99% of Panda's diet

Another week has passed. Haiz, tt means we r separating soon. So lookin forward to our class chalet!

Today Dear gt back his retake O's Maths results. So happy tt he passed. I told him he will. So happy for Robin, my Darling Cloud and my cousin cuz she can continue her study in TPJC.

I have been waking up early for e whole of this wk for projects and classes. We didnt managed to present our Psychology this wk bt nvm, aft watching other grps present, we noe wat to add in for our presentation. Love my Psychology grp mates, they make my Psychology tutorial interesting wid all e Pocky everywk.

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Double face of Love

Sometimes really think relationship is something gd or bad. Everything tt is happening now is so different frm e past. If only time wont passes so fast. Getting in relationship is a tiring thing. My thinking really changed alot. Used to be naive believing tt relationship is juz like fairy tales. Everything will end wid 'Happily Ever After'. However it is juz so different in reality. Is really hard being a good girlfriend. Or maybe i shld put 'for me'. Seen e both faces of relationship. Noe wat they mean by 'heart ache'. Noe how it feels when lovers becomes enemies & lovers becomes strangers. In relationship, e happiness cant be measured & described, e sadness is also cant be measured & described.

End of Jan 2007

juz cried. hate this feeling. don seems to understand why problems don seems to solve. u noe how horrible things get when lovers becomes enemies? i juz donno ow to say. e type of hurt is cant be describe. i used to think tt love is e most beautiful thing on Earth. bt now i don agree wid tt. now i finally noe why some of my friends behave this way. now, i will learn to take things lightly. there's no everlasting love.

my sis's bf juz brought over a big bag of prawns for us cuz he went to catch prawn juz now and a lady gave him. u noe wat, e prawn is alive. when my mom picked e prawn up, it suddenly moved. both of us were shouting. Pinkie was shocked too. my dad place one on e floor to scare Pinkie and her reaction was so funny. juz like a kid. is 11:42pm rite now and my aunt and sis are steaming e prawn. i wanna eat bt is too late. tmr im going jogging. missed e feeling of sweating and i love e feeling aft exercising.

today's moon is very round and bright. e 'pattern' in e moon is also very clear and nice. i started thinking how big is e moon? it seems so big and bright frm here. it muz be bigger in actual size. *wow* u can see in e pic tt a portion of e sea is abit bright. it is actually caued bt e moon. *wow*

erm mayb it cant be seen here.

ytd started studying psychology. tmr waking up to study early in e morning. u noe wat, psychology is nt so bad aft all. is very interesting especially reading e txbk. theres lots of experiment. is interesting.

fell in love wid te-tarik

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Lonely Week

This whole wk has been a very busy wk. Rushing all reports, presentation and test. Phew everything is goin to be over. This coming Monday nd to hand up 2 more reports. This coming sat having psychology test! Shit! I don even have time to study! And our psychology project going to pass up soon. There's so much to do. I still haven edit our video and we nd to prepare presentation.

On thurs we went IMH. E trip was actually alrd. Qing Ying and i was rushing to e buffet aft a talk in e theatre. We are e first to grab e food cuz e rest was so shy to open e cover. In e end Feng Xun helped us open. Shaun (Jerene isit this 'Shaun'?) said he tot tt im Malaysian in e beginning. Im like damn short when standing beside him and Feng Xun and he laughed at me cuz my height is juz nice to let him rest. While we were waiting for e bus, e Shaun told me a ghost story which is nt true, bt is quite scary. Due to e lack of seats. Qing Ying, her friend, Pei Shi and me nd to squeeze 2 bus seats back to sch.

Sometimes really donno wat to do... Somethings juz cant be explained.

These are e pic we took this wk:

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Aft Open House!

So happy tt i joined iguides!!! Is damn fun and all e ppl there are so nice and friendly. Not even one tt i dislike. Love all e cheers, mass dances at e end of each day and JAM & HOP!!! Nv regret going, only regretted tt i left early. Everyone was juz dancing and shouting abt. Is a good form of exercise. Reali sweat alot. Everyone so smelly dancing together. Bt is fun! Especially e i-guides dance where e guy will stand like rite behind u and u r so smelly. Is kind of embarrassing. Bt no choice, everyone stinks at e end of each day.

Oh ya first day i was e school guides for my sec sch Loyang. Met Mr Azman, which still like to tease me now, and 林老师! Oh ya Lu Lu came to talk to me. She asked me how i feel aft watching The Arena our sch won RI. As usual she's so 'proud'.

Met lots of ppl during these few days cuz everyone juz talk to each other eventhough we donno one another. Some of them till now i don even noe their names. One of e nicest gal ive met is xin yi. Is nt my class tt Xin yi. This Xin Yi is much more better!

And nt forgetting EUNICE TUNG!!! hahaha. Tt crazy gal. She was my partner during e packing day too. So happy for her tt she won e big prize (if im nt wrong) a samsung mp3 player! She even called me to tell me e gd news.

Bt tt's lots of things now waiting for me to do!!!

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wish me a happy new yr

First day of e yr went Feng Xun hse do psychology project. E whole process was fun. Poor Feng Xun have to act as e grandfather. He has to stuff towel inside his 'ah pek' shirt and pour powder all over his head. E gals was busy talking abt TP handsome guys. And one of them which Qing Ying showed us was cute. Love them! Luck my first day of e yr was happy bcuz of them. Prevent me frm thinkin unhappy things.

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