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Thursday, October 15, 2009

15 Oct 2009

wow it's being almost 7 months since i've updated my blog. looking back at previous entries, i really missed the past and i've moved on to another chapter of my life. never did i think that i could get into the university which i admire the most, SMU. it's like a dream still. though its the 2nd half of the semester.

everyone moved on and grow. the guys are now ALL in army. as usual, life in SMU is hactic. weeks passes by quickly. lesser time for gatherings...

17th sep 2009, just celebrated 4th year. nth posh, just a simple breakfast at elias mall kopitiam. but i'm happy. really happy. i fell deeper and deeper in love throughout these years. looking forward to our future. weird, int the past, he used to love me more than i love him, but it's e other way now. i tried to change to make up for the past. but is useless. i guess my love for him makes him feel stress. he's not happy. one day, he suddenly initiate a break. i know its a common thing. all my friends know tt we kept breaking and patching. but i've changed. i just want a stable relationship. is not me. after a few days, i tried to pretend nth happened and asked him out for breakfast hoping we can just forget everything and patch up. i tried to hold his hands in the lift. he rejected saying he's tired, didn't sleep for 24 hrs. we talked instead of having breakfast. i cried till my eyes were swollen. his attitude is still the same. is all my fault. i ruin his life. is not that he can't bring me happiness. i am the one that can't make him happy. whatever changes i made is useless. mayb it's time to let go cuz the problem is always there. but evertime he pretend nothing happened and call me, i will just go back to him. and the cycle repeats every year.

Monday, March 30, 2009

NSRCC Chalet (Pictures in Facebook)

Wow, our chalet was damn fun. At e end of the 3 days 2 nights, i was numb and lost track of e dates and day. We slept in the morning and party at night! It was full of gamblings, alcohols and pukes!

Day 1: Met Janet and head down NSRCC. We had trouble finding the bungalow. We were so impressed by the chalet! It isnt those dirty and old bungalow. It looks really posh and comfortable. Love e renovation! While waiting for Xue Wen and Kai Han to arrive wid the groceries, we watched America Pie- Beta House! OMG!!! So embarrassing!!! Lucky the groceries arrived and we quickly went to the kitchen to prepare the dinner. The rest came around 11 plus. Maria Boo (Shawn Boo) was damn drunk. He was crawling on e floor grabbing ppl's feet, dancing on Jia Hong, playing dirty wid KB and pillow fighting with Janet.

Day 2: Went down in the evening again. There were lots of food tt night. We watched horror movies till 3 plus. By tt time, everyone was falling asleep bt we nd to get e party started as it was the last night!!! Once e music started, everyone became high. I remember clearly Ernest, Kevin and Jia Hong kept asking me to drink!!! I kept shouting 'no', covering my head and scolding Ernest away. Ernest was abit drunk. I was abit tipsy so i quicky sat on e sofa Jia Hong was sitting when he was reaching for ice.

Lets have another one again!!!

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Compromise.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Aunties, Uncles, Kopi together?

Wow, it's been a long time since i blog. Was busy with FYP, than exams, than outings, than posting photos in facebook. Hahahahaa.

Just came back from Kopi wid Lionel, Janet, Jian Ming and Ernest. We are just like a grp of old uncles and aunties. Everyone was bored at home and Lionel just popped e question whether we wanna have coffee. We sat at TCC for ard 4 hrs chit chatting! We talked everything from UFOs to government and retire plans. Lucky e venue is TCC, if not we really look pathetic.

I have so many albums lined up in my laptop! Seriously need to find a software to upload them together.

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